Written at: 10:54 PM
i hate it luhs..
today sux!!
i left my EARPIECE in the com lab!!
and i love music lyk xiao lyk tt
how can leave in com lab!!
then go find teachers n go to GO to ask anyone can open or nt
then they say tmr.
but scared tmr nt there alrd.
then i almost lost my HP i cant find it in my bag!!
then it is at one corner
n my MATHS!!
i onli gt 22/40 n the average is lyk 27??i receive my paper i feel lyk cryin alrd lor..
n gt project!!
i juz finished the script n its lyk 11 nw!!
i have chinese test tmr n i onli revise little bit!!
tmr gt MEP surely give back paper one lahs..n i sure fail okay??
stress lah!!!
can i juz transfer to a 'my level' school n continue my life peacefully there?
argh..
Written at: 7:59 AM
i wish everyone read my 100th post!
haha..
e-learning @ home nw. juz nw when seeing the MEP vid abt chinese inst
then the quiz lyk super easy!!
okay lah..mainly cus i was in the CO for 3 yrs..
anyways,i quite sad nvr cherish days in the CO
it was fun okay!!! teachers was gd n practise were cool!
the song tt the PA youth CO played,
i played it b4!!
n its used 4 this yr's SYF!!
listening to all the inst n music,i feel lyk
i miss the orchestra
mayb MBS could organise smt n invite all the ex-orchestra members to
perform again..
oo...n i always lyk performing wif the orchestra.
give me a sense of regconision..there was once we performed for the MOE!!
Written at: 1:38 PM
YAY!!! MY 100th POST!!
but sadly,its a emo-post..
today went home early(friday mahs..)
then when i went to the macpherson busstop to
change bus,
MBS juz fang xue
i stared at the uniform n the way they played around
at the busstop..
i want to be in that uniform again..
MBS rocks okay?
n the drinks from the drinks stall,lyk apple,ice lemon tea n lime
n the tibits!!
the smell is so famillar.
n in the bus everyone was lyk squeezing up 65..
i love the feeling
ever since the day we graduated,i nvr felt lyk tt b4 alrd
its lyk everyone goin to the upperdeck
n someone said go down then everyone will squeeze below
saw some friends oso..
glad they remembered me..
i juz stared n thought of the days..
primary school were the best days!
everyone can juz play n have fun even during PSLE
everyone gave support to each other..
n the '65 grp'
remember? sasha,me,yanqing,weiwen,amanda,shervinn..
n tt time we went to TM n was running about in the upperdeck?
tt time had more ppl on 65..
it was so fun..
i want the days back
the atmosphere..
the happiness..
the innocent life..
i always hate to think tt we r seperated..
its a fact but i juz cant accept it
the whole class r lyk super close
in fact,the whole P6 lvl of 2007
from 6A-6K almost everyone knew eachother..
lyk tt day after PSLE high chinese paper..
when 6I went to TM to celebrate n have fun
u can see other classes there oso..
its lyk the "MBS P6 2007 GATHERING"
hahas..
its lyk everyone knew where is 'the place'
u dont even have to tell them..
then 6I met 6G ppl n we took neoprints tgt lor..
i wish time could rewind..
i wud b so happy if we could juz nt grow up
n remain lyk tt foreva..no worries at all..
i wanna go to the 'shelter' again..
n step on mud when it wad flooding with water.
i wanna walk 'th path' to 7-11 again..
i wanna make as much noise as possible..
i wanna share 1 glup n play around with it..
i wanna run for the bus again..
i wanna 'steal' cup noodles frm vian n vinn again..
i wanna scream n shout early in the morning again..
i wanna play with 6i again..
i wanna sing with 6i again..
i wanna dance with vian,jiemin,sasha,yanqing again..
i wanna prank call other ppl with tyne again..
i wanna u all to throw my pencil case frm 3rd lvl again..
i wanna take jm's P.E clothes when she changing again..
i wanna b sprayed with water from sasha's water bottle again..
i wanna help vian break her voice again..
i wanna laugh lyk crazy again..
i wanna sing in a grp again..
i wanna take nice songs from yanqing again..
i wanna get scolded by our teachers again..
i wanna see keith tan/dj quarrel with waiqun again..
i wanna be scared by weiwen n benjamin early in the morning again..
i wanna to b poked/hair messy again..
i wanna go into the classroomS again..
i wanna sing on the bus to LJ with the class again..
i wanna laugh at the 'ABU NEH NEH' n 'MR GARRISON' with the whole class again..
i wanna watch movie s a class again..
i wanna see lailaoshi n keith tan dou zui again..
i wanna paint at the corridor again..
i wanna rush to the hall when the bell rings again..
i wanna to 'woots' when announce no nd go hall again..
i wanna shout sasha's name when shes late again..
i wanna juz sit at the shelter n sing aloud casually again(tgt)..
i wanna feed the goats/perform to the oldfolks again..
theres juz too many things i wanna do in MBS again..
i cant help it..
sec sch is too complicated..
i hate the lie there..
everytime i muzx act happy.cus u angry,oso nobody care..
when is our nxt gathering?
after exams? but gatherings..
can we go back to MBS n rewind to our P6 life again?
n juz b tt person we were?
nw everyone go to sec sch alrd..
i wish u all still are the P6 ppl
pls dont change ur attitude/behaviour until i cant even recongise u(i'm nt reffering to anyone)
i lurve 6i alot..
*(no offence)today found out some 1/7 ppl will come to my blog
but theres nth here tt u all will b interested in..its seriously true..
so dont waste ur time...
Written at: 3:31 PM
i got a statement to make: i suck.i'm so damn stupid okay?
no matter how hard i try/study,
its either borderline onli or nt so gd.
sci,maths...
history,geo...
n even MEP!
its lyk my best subject n the subject tt i am most interested in
n today's test i was lyk writing crap n nt enough time..
other sub i noe i lan but
i cannot fail MEP........
i feel lyk givin up alrd lor.
after the MEP test i totally felt lyk crying..
but who will care?
no one will even bother to ask why.
no one cares about me in tk nw.....
i hate it.my studies n friendship sucks
dont noe y but every sunday,i'm hesitating tt i have to go to sch the nxt day..
tmr gt sci but i dont even understand a single thing of elements/compounds/mixtures...
i'm goin to fail..
last time i nt so serious abt studies
but since nw my friendship sucks then i juz put all my hopes to studies.
but everytime i receive my results,i feel tt i'm a failure
some papers can be so easy
but i gt careless mistake here n there.
i hate my life.feel lyk giving up.why dont i juz let the car run over me...
but integrites will always b there for me rite?
i guess u all will.
thx for ur friendship n i'm goin to
work hard to make 6i proud(even if u dont noe).
n i'm goin to study lyk mad juz for the class.
anyway,tts the onli motivation i have in life..
