Written at: 3:31 PM
i got a statement to make: i suck.i'm so damn stupid okay?
no matter how hard i try/study,
its either borderline onli or nt so gd.
sci,maths...
history,geo...
n even MEP!
its lyk my best subject n the subject tt i am most interested in
n today's test i was lyk writing crap n nt enough time..
other sub i noe i lan but
i cannot fail MEP........
i feel lyk givin up alrd lor.
after the MEP test i totally felt lyk crying..
but who will care?
no one will even bother to ask why.
no one cares about me in tk nw.....
i hate it.my studies n friendship sucks
dont noe y but every sunday,i'm hesitating tt i have to go to sch the nxt day..
tmr gt sci but i dont even understand a single thing of elements/compounds/mixtures...
i'm goin to fail..
last time i nt so serious abt studies
but since nw my friendship sucks then i juz put all my hopes to studies.
but everytime i receive my results,i feel tt i'm a failure
some papers can be so easy
but i gt careless mistake here n there.
i hate my life.feel lyk giving up.why dont i juz let the car run over me...
but integrites will always b there for me rite?
i guess u all will.
thx for ur friendship n i'm goin to
work hard to make 6i proud(even if u dont noe).
n i'm goin to study lyk mad juz for the class.
anyway,tts the onli motivation i have in life..
