Written at: 5:34 PM
father juz came bak n said
'if u do ur best can lers.. nxt time do better .etc."
i guess they r nt angry...
but i feel so damn guilty...
lyk i dissapoint them alrd....so if they encourage mi or whatsoever,
i will cry.... :(
i tink my depression is seriously comin bak ler....
nw if u tok to mi abt maths or ask mi my result or
encourage mi i wil cry one lors..
even if u tok to mi i oso dun feel lyk replyin so nvr sign in to msn...
im seriously crazy lers..
omg...last time IF i gt this kinda result(i NEVER gt so low lastime!)
i wil so scared tt parents wil nag n scold
then nw even they nt angry i still very sad lors....
dunno wad mother will say later... i dun feel lyk facin her oso....wish she come bak late bahs...
nw if u try to cheer mi up or tok to mi i will stil cry lor..i noe i siao liao...
later mayb i go out watch TV eat dinner or wadever...
infront of them i may put up a very strong appearence
but in my mind i will always feel lyk cryin...
sad luhs... i oso dunnoe wad happened to mi ler
